Pup..pup..puppy....

Our new dog dog....

Price to pay...

Yesterday, I was having so much fun and so much fear at the same time.

In the afternoon I met Connie (Ah Kim) to select her wedding gowns and dresses at The Prince Bridal House. Of coz, me, ai tying, sze ying and her wanna-be husband were having great time accompanied her trying the dresses. Hahah.. but I think she was in dilemma to choose all those dresses. As she has to consider the price and the dresses that she likes. A big decision for her i guess, as she told me she can't sleep well after the trying out session. How I wish I can bring my camera but it is with my parents for Korea trip.

So long we never sit down to talk. Keeke..Kim says the last time she saw me, I was still with my curly hair.

At nite, darling spent me a treat at Hartz Chicken. Together with Ah Tao and Liew Jiun. Emm....I won't want to go back again..coz I completely have no appetite after seeing all those chicken. I am not fond of meats. After that we went to Travilion for Digi function. Darling seems to enjoy watching 林宇中's (www.wretch.cc/blog/LIMYEECHUNG) performance on the stage. Coz he has been following the drama "原点". His songs are nice also.

After that yam cha at Origano and went Soho. So surpise to see 林宇中 at Soho. And all of us managed to take photo with him. Hui quan was very excited and asked him to join us. But he said he was going to meet his friends.

Everyone was drunk, except ah dine and me. So so so so digusting to see darling vomitting. First time he gives me the permit to drive his red red babe. I totally got no confident at all driving his car. Becoz when I drive I won't avoid the holes on the road. Of coz he doesn't want any scratches on his "lou poh" ....

Around 3++am, went to ah dine's house to bring Leslie home. In an hour, no no..in minutes, anything can happen!! Never thought that it would happen. Darling's car got broken in and his CD player is MISSING!! It happened outside my house. Huh huh.....Damn depress!! I dun like such BAD things to happen outside my house. I dun feel safe anymore. My home sweet home is not safe.......I also feel sad becoz it is a misfortune for darling. I am feeling guilty of coz. *Sigh* We are always wise after the event. Pointless saying "IF" anymore........Luckily darling can get over it very soon.....

I totally cannot sleep after darling went back home..becoz I AM HOME ALONE and tried to ask him to comfort me. When I heard any single sound, I began to feel afraid. Slept for 3 hours only. Damn damn damn..maybe it might not be a bad thing to happen, at least I know that I have to be more alert and aware of the surrounding outside my house.

I want a dog to guard my house lah.....Snowy is just a toy dog.....anyone got see any "lakia" puppies on the road..pls inform me......since Gigi die...i feel less secure.....

Happy Feet

Mumble is no doubt the cutest creature in this movie. Of coz when he is only a penguin kia...looks so chubby and clumsy. I guess I only enjoy seeing mumble as a baby penguin only....

 

My Horoscope 19/11/2006

All is fair in love and war, although the passion you're feeling for an unrequited love might not feel just. Embracing your passionate nature is a good thing, but don't lose yourself in your emotions right now. It's time to wake up from daydreams and value yourself enough to face reality. If someone doesn't value you as much as you value him or her, don't waste any more energy on the relationship. Get things back to being equal -- it's the only way you can find balance.

All these words best describe my feeling now.

Boost ur self-esteem, Be positive

"Low self-esteem will attract negative influences that will prevent you from reaching your goals."

I feel less stressful recently. I have been a slow reader. I only manage to read 40 pages of the e-book. However, it realli helps me. And I always remember what Jac told me. When I encounter obstacles, immediately I try to tell myself they aren't so difficult to solve. It realli works. When you think positively, your mind will attract positive influences. When I feel less stressful, I can manage my work easily.

Nobody can  harm us or make us feel unhappy, we are the one that make ourselves feel so. There are so many ppl to please, why dun we please ourselves b4 we please others.

Do not afraid failures, they are lessons for us. They helps us to re-evaluate ourselves.

First attempt...

I love crab...I love prawn....I love seafood...*heart*

Today I make my first attempt to buy crab near the roadside opposite Hock Lee Centre. I dun even know how to choose crabs....but the crabs are seducing me to buy them...hahaha..i saw big crabs and small crabs..but the boss told me that the big ones are not so good....so i bought the small crabs..1 kg for RM10...and I bought 2kg. Maybe the boss would like to sell out all the small crabs and big one will be easier to sell later....I guess.

It would be ashamed if i tell you I do not know how to differentiate the crabs, how to kill them, how to cook. However, my first attempt makes me learn a lot about crabs.

Ta Ta Ta...yummy crabs!!! Cook by my dad. I will be able to cook my own crabs next time! If i happen not to forget the recipe. Crabs lovers should buy and cook urselves..it is cheaper to enjoy the delicious dish!!!! YUM YUM!

Back from Connie's Wedding...

I realli enjoy my trip to KL this time! Even though it is short and a bit tiring..but I realli have a great time with my Uni course mates..Connie, Jac and Mariana...Realli feel happy for Connie ... Next next..who will be next ah........then we will have the time to gather once again...oh....

Even though Mariana and I are living in Kuching, but we only meet once in a blue moon...I realli appreciate the time meeting with you all... thanks for the encouragement...I will try to improve myself.....Thanks for the e-books that Jac passed to me..I will find the time to read them...and keep reminding myself to be POSITIVE! I guess I will start with the one written by Robert Anthony.

Girls, my friends...take good care of yourselves......I realli miss you all.....

Thanks to Connie and her family....especially your mum, aunties, cousin and those "brothers" .........This is my first time to be "sisters" kekeke..allows me to have the oppotunity to expose to new things ...I did a lot of my "first" things there....In fact it is quite fun....but I still feel that there are too many things to do for Chinese Wedding...especially the traditional customs that have to follow.

I also need to say thank you to Bryan and Clarisa..who accompanied me on the 1st day of arrival.....and let me tumpang at their house for a night.....

Aikekeke...seems like this is a thank you note to everyone......

I love you my friends....

Thanks to darling also for loving me....tolerate with my unreasonable temper...treating me good "sometimes" (most of the time lah...ho)...however..you need to improve yourself too.....Okie...!!? You know wat I mean lah..if not...use ur pig brain to think lah!

Feeling Uneasy...

Having a two-day Raya break.....wake up late...after breakfast, I start watching dvd (Women of Times - Singapore Series)...Realli feeling uneasy without any workload rite now...is it normal? I realli feel that I am damn free rite now.......

Suppose to go to centre and tidy up..but I think better not ....as I will be alone in the office and the surrounding will be quiet...won't be safe i guess

I have been a workaholic....I realli scare that I would miss out some of my jobs...but I realli dunno what I can do now...hmmm..hmmm.....better go back and continue watching the series....have a nap .....then go out shopping tonite..meet up kang vun later....

Wat else I can do? One more day to go....*sigh*........

Next Week I am going to attend Connie's wedding in KL......

In Dec, I am going to Singapore for X'mas...KL for shopping......

Business isn't good at this time..especially when the exam is over and everyone seems like to  be in holiday mood.....guess it will be cold in November.......I can have a good rest..but I dun feel contented..I rather have more work to do.....

Year 2007 is coming.......I realli hope i can foresee the future...so that I won't feel so stress....
Stress about business, stress about life.....As wat I said b4...I always think that I have not been working  too hard.......I want to find out my problems.......

Geram....

"Geram" is the word that best describes my feeling now. I can't sleep after talking to you on the phone. I know you will tell me this is only a small matter! I am a gal, I keep things in my heart one.. I will “记仇” one, if you dunno about that. New annoucement to make -- I "记仇” to the max !!@#$%$ So beware!

Just treat I am a "坏人"... Just gossip behind, just dislike me, just scold watever you want! I dun care! I dun mind! I have been too busybody all these while, that's why get a lot of criticises. I dun like uncertain feeling. I like to plan. I dun have to worry about anything, if worse come to the worse I have my way to overcome my problems. If you think get rid of me you will feel happy..Fine, let's just see!

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Advices for everyone:

1) Don't talk on the mobile phone when you are closing the gate.

2) Look around if there is anyone suspicious when you are closing the gate.

My colleague who lives behind Desmond's place met a hp snatcher this afternoon around 1.30pm. She was talking on her hp, at the same time closing the gate. Suddenly, a malay guy approached her to ask for time. She told the guy to hold on first. This malay guy suddenly boxed her on her face. She fell down and screamed loudly. That guy changed his mind and left. My colleague was glad that he didn't try to drive her car. Her car engine was on at that time. So..everyone.. especially gals..just be careful!!!

It is oledi 2.10am... Nite..hopefully I can get sweet and sound beauty sleep soon. Oyasumi...

A day with my PC

Spend more than 8 hours sitting in front of my PC today!! Figure out quite a number of stuff:

1) Manage to change video file into AMV file

2) Tackle with the Adobe Photoshop

3) Update my slideshows & pictures

4) Win more than 50,000 pts for my neopets

5) Listen to my Utada's Exodus

I am tired now!!

真的是这样吗？

人生要走的路程有多远呢？短短的路程还是遥远的呢？对我来说，其实是蛮短的。可是很不喜欢每天为了生活而烦恼，为可恶的事感到纳闷！！难道这是自己的个性吗？ 是自己看不开吗？心胸狭窄吗？

每个人都有优缺点。我们应该客观的去面对不是吗？我不喜欢隐藏，喜怒哀乐都喜欢摆在脸上。总没有勇气去和人对质，我总爱保持沉默，最后吃亏的总是自己。遇过无数的骗子，让我学会处事应该小心翼翼。遇到爱说是非的人，我可是束手无策。大嘴巴的你告诉我被人讲不会死，又不会少一块肉。让我觉得你蛮心胸广阔的。你说别人有问题，我自己本身也有问题，要我自己想想。大嘴巴，我很庆幸你能告诉我这一番话。让我重新想想自己。

如果我真的是做了很过分的事我认了，但我并没有。就如你说的我本身也有问题吧！ 毕竟人不是十全十美的，每个人都会犯错。可悲的不是犯错，而是不知道自己犯错。难道这些人没有想过自己的问题吗？

每件事都有前因后果。要戴面具面对别人，不辛苦吗？我也想好好和人相处，但我一想起那些嘴脸，我又过不了自己那关。不戴面具面对别人，就显得自己小器。I am in dilemma now! 为什么。。。。为什么人与人的相处是如此的复杂呢？这世界上就是有形形色色的人，生活才够多姿多彩吧！

学会不理会，学会“又有什么大不了”的态度，才能让自己感觉舒服是吗？社会大学的学问又何止这一些呢？

如果我做错什么，我反而希望我能直接的得到批评。也许、也许我该学会如何假装吧！讲的人开心，我也应该会假装开心。哈哈，好气人的一番话啊！！！

左右为难的大头很可怜。你只会用木头的方式为我解开心中的疑惑。写了这些我会让人更讨厌我吧？我不要再让自己感到“不爽”了。

不管怎样，希望每个人都幸福，我也要幸福，就不会有太多是非啦！

Life is just a "click" away

If you are holding a 'universe remote control' what would you do?

Life is a movie, starring by each special individual.

Whatever we do, we must face the consequences ourselves. 

That guy in the movie is able to forward and rewind to view his life. Although he can't make any changes, he can see how mean, how great, how wonderful he is by watching his own "life". He owns the world's best things but he loses the world's precious things. He is so lucky in the way that he finally realises and starts his life all over again.

But this won't happen to us. What has been done, cannot be undone. We won't find out how means, how nuisance, how annoying we are until we think properly about it. However, what we have done or said would have already hurt the one beside us. I dun deny I am quite a nuisance sometimes. At least I know and I will try to make some changes.

No matter how sweet or how hard our journey is, we have to face it. As we are  the one who makes our own choice. Our past makes us the one we are today. There should be no fear for failure, no ego for succeed.

obituary 讣告

Copy & Paste from Chaiting's blog actually, found that it is quite interesting. Kekeke..however it sounds quite cruel to treat the person with mask as "dead" oledi... Or it might be a better way to make oneself feels better i guess....

讣告

与人相处，谁能把自己的面具戴稳，谁就是胜者与人相处，
谁先生气，谁就是小气 - 因为你撕破了面具， 你没东西仗住你了，你倘荡荡了~！
大家就会为了那楚楚可怜的面具人而站在他的身边。
大家想：“没面具”的人太坏了！为什么就不能好好相处呢？那戴着面具的人就在面具背后绽放了那可恶邪恶的笑。。。
你是否与上了这种人呢？
偶，就遇上了。 好朋友-虹 与偶的开始 好久以前，偶有个很谈得来的朋友，很喜欢她，因为偶常憋不住气，常被某人气，她就会拉住偶，不让偶变成坏人。
“不要这样，我们应该用奉承去气她呀，你看我的！。。”
她对着我喊了喊，好让走在前方的人儿听见：“你别欺负人哦，等下人家用van来撞你！”
然后就小声地对偶说：“你要捉住人家的弱点气她，她那么好恋，你就讲她的车来激她，她自己会不高兴但她又不能怎样我们，对吗？”
偶由衷的感激她，心中万分佩服~

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性格相同的盈 给偶的预告

盈：“她真的很会演戏！她这样这般那样#￥·！%*0，他还是帮着她。她真的很会装可怜！”
偶承认，偶是站在你这里的，因为偶明白你，偶看着她的行为，也为你不值，但，偶很难帮你解释，因为偶也是她的朋友，你也是偶的知己，手心手背都是肉。。。 但偶肯定偶会一直站在你这里。。。 欧不觉得你错了。。。 是“他”的错， 他看上她的美，他只看见她受伤，但却没看见你那无形的伤害。。

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年复一年，偶与虹因为盈的事件后疏远了。
偶尔还有小聚，但每每在聚会中，看着虹那爱八人是非的模样，然后又见她与她八过的是非者很好相处，心中怒火燃烧着。。。好似就等火山爆发的来临。 偶更少与虹见面了，怕自己会对她大发雷霆。。。只是偶尔与其他好友来往时，听到虹的消息， 听到朋友从虹那里听到的“八卦消息”。
渐渐。。。偶不再把她当朋友了，心想对她那身边的好友说：你太愚昧了，她在背后说你，你最在乎的朋友，在跟别人分享着你的秘密了！但，对不起，偶想置身事外，不想枉做小人，虹的演技远超于偶，恕偶只能在此给你暗示。自己好自为之。人，总是在自己真正的被伤害，受伤了，才懂呵呵

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今天，因为偶真的沉不住气了。
虹一直没改她那大家都得顺她意的习惯，爱八人的习惯，因为她对偶的不尊重，偶真的失望透了。
朋友，偶不知为何，昨夜的偶粉生气，失落的落泪了，但现在的偶粉奇怪的，偶完全没感觉了，对你已没期望。今天一觉醒来发现原来偶的好友虹在偶心中已“走”了。

在此为你登个讣告。

在某天，如果偶在某某地方遇上了某人与你同名同姓同各模样的话，偶依然会点个头。。。 虽然，她是个陌生人。

What a night!

Just manage to prepare 1 week lesson. Night still young. Time for me to do a little thinking. I "think" most of the time. Think of the good and bad. Sometimes I feel guilty for wat I have done wrongly, and for the good one I will motivate myself to make it better.

Of coz, I am not a noble man, I can't be 100% perfect as what ppl want me to be. However, for those who help me I realli realli appreciate. And for those who hurt me will always be a motivation for me.

I hope, keep my fingers cross...Hoping tomolo will be the last inspection!! I want my license badly. I am looking forwards for it! My parents and uncle have been helping me so much that I don't know how to repay them. I have been waiting for 2 years, I am realli hoping for the moment.  My effort and hard work are not wasted. And it is also a time, I need to think wisely on how to arrange my time, how to manage staffs. I realli have a mess in time arrangment and staff controlling. And I need to improve teaching methods too. Suddenly, I am feeling so scare as it is another burden. I don't want to disappoint those who help me all the while!! The journey to this career is winding.  How can I make maximize use of the license and my ability?

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I happen to see a bird nest among the artificial flowers. So cute, got 2 eggs inside the nest. Wonder when will the eggs hatch. I have managed to take the photo of the mother bird but it is not clear! The bird realli can make a nice nest by collecting all the twigs and grass!

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My mum has been back for a week, I got my camera back too! She is having so much fun with the camera even though she is an e-dummy. It is so nice to have my mum back home. She buys me clothes and chocolates. She can handle all the house chores for us. It is not easy in fact. I experience it when my mum is away to Perth for a month. The house is dirty and messy. I realli admire that a career woman can handle the job and family well at the same time.  Mum is realli great! Dad is not easy as well. As he has to earn money to support and give family comfort. Now I know how precious every single cents that earned!

I used to be a spendthrift during my study life. Realli! I used to buy this and that without a second thought. Now I have to learn to save and save. For my own sake, maybe. I want to save enough money and pay back my parents every year. Hahaha..sound quite nonsense. How can i pay them back? Even I try to pay them, they will just reject me. I am starting to save and give them big ang pow next CNY.

I am not at the stage of earning big money yet. Why I have to work so hard to think for my future? Kekekek....why some gals can just get married to rich guys, have children at their young age, living easy life....? Guess I am not so lucky as they are! =)..that's life...can't ask for more! However I feel quite lucky oledi, my parents have provided me with a lot of opportunity to learn and meet new things. I start to appreciate and feel grateful for what I am today!

The Fast & The Furious - Tokyo Drift

So happy..coz managed to download the soundtrack of The Fast & The Furious- Tokyo Drift! Realli cool! Kekekek....=)

Gigi is dying*_*`

Our dog Gigi is dying. Gigi is actually a rottweiler breed. It has been in our house for years...I can't remember exactly how many years, definitely more than 6 years. I still remember that Gigi was brought to our house becoz there was a broke in at our house. That time I was in KL still studying.

Since thursday, Gigi loses its appetite. It doesn't enjoy its food like usual. Only that we discover that there are worms in its paws. Just now, it is trying to stand up, but fail. Becoz it realli has no energy and the wound hurts. It growls. However, it is trying to release itself out of the cage. So my bro lets Gigi out and tries to get rid of the worms. However, it might be too late oledi, coz there are  a lot of worms inside the paws.

Emm..is it all becoz we didn't keep the cage clean enough? I admit that I only try to use water to splash the place to clean where Gigi stays in when I am free. It has been the third week that my mum is staying in Australia. Normally she is the one who will cleans the dog. Now I realli know how much my mum take care of the dog even though she does not like the idea of having pets. CK Bryan and Darlling always call Gigi smelly dog. Wan ying is damn scare of Gigi's barking.

I realli pity the dog. All becoz of our unawareness, Gigi has to suffer like this. It has been a good guard dog for us. I guess anyone will feel sad when their pets are leaving them.

We used to have Blackie,  小白 and a dog which i can't remember its name becoz that time I was too young. The anonymous dog was knocked down by my mum. And Blackie and  小白 were sent away to the KMC. Both dog existed at the same time when I was in secondary. I realli feel sad the day when they were sent away. That time they were too old, and my mum was tired taking care of the dogs. Kids always like to keep pets, but in the end the mum always has to do the work herself. That's always true..=)

小白 's puppies.....

Life is short

This morning while I was reading the newspaper about a chinese woman was killed by the driver while she reversed her outside the kopitiam. I just dunno why, I realli have the feeling that I know this lady. The feeling is so strong, realli!

Immediately after I reached my office, i tried to look for that student's detail. And the name of the mother is "Liew Chiew Fung", while the newspaper is 刘秋芳. I keep telling myself it won't be the same lady. Her house is at Matang also. And she is always with a young lady. I realli can't stop thinking about it. But I cant be so sure as I dare not call anyone to ask about it.

When I went back home at noon, I read the newspaper again, tried to look for more information from English newspaper but there is none. Then I try not to think anymore. Not until, I called my colleague and mentioned about my feeling to her. She then tried to contact the boy's classmate and she told me that lady is his mum.

However, I refused to believe it and called Fui Kian. He tried to look for more news on other newspaper. I have to accept the truth, when my colleague called me and suggested that we pay a visit to her family.

She is realli a very nice and friendly lady. And a great mum too! I knew her last year through my brother. And we talked every time when she came to fetch her son. However, this year I totally have no chance to meet her again coz I have tuition at another centre. How can this happened to someone so nice like her!!? i am realli speechless now.

We should treat our love ones good. Appreciate everything around us. Be glad for what we have.

My Car is back!

Finally got my car back home today! Immediately after my bro drove it back home for me, I drove to the tyre shop to change my 2 front wheels. I realli got phobia driving the car now especially during rainy day. I drove so carefully and slowly. Dare not driving fast. And before every corner I will just test the brake first and make my move slow and steaday! Sigh...becoz i am scare so I have to be more careful.

Hahah.by the way I enjoy darling fetching me to work, pick me up after my class. Realli torture him almost for a week liao...

I bet RM10 for tonite match Brazil vs Japan. Wish me luck!

Can't get you out of my mind~

Yesterday, after we celebrated my father's birthday, I had a look at the Amaze Pet  Shop at Jalan Song. Two bulldog puppies caught my attention. They realli look so so so cute that I begin to like bulldog. The body is so small and cute. The eyes are so round and big. The face looks so tight, it doesn't look like those bull dogs that have loose skin.

I try to search on the website for baby bull dog picture but I can't find any bull dogs that look familiar to the one I saw at the shop. But darling said when they grow older u will know how ugly they look. He also asks me to tame my Snowy first before I thought of getting a new dog!

To breed a dog also need to be financially strong! Just like taking care of a baby. Coz u need to buy foods, toys and nesend to the vet...so on so on lah.....See next time if I can afford to breed one..or not..but I have not found which kind of dog I realli want yet....\ ( ^ 0 ^ ) /

Choc & Chips!

Kekekek..So happy to get these tit-bits from my bro. I am quite disappointed that he didn't manage to find twist and lay's for me. Wondering they still sell those choc and chips? I am sure they still do!

Try out the cadbury Flake. Out of my expectation, it doesn't realli taste so nice due to the "flake" texture.  I also try out the cadbury Freddo Rice Crisp, my  bro told me it is new! When I first bite it, emm..the chocolate taste is so rich and real. Then I have my 2nd bite, ewwww..it tastes so sweet!!! However, it will makes me feel like tasting it again. Becoz the taste of chocolate is lingering in my mouth!!! I think I am too old to handle sweet stuff! Ahhahaha....Coz I can remember that I used to be so addicted to chocolate that I can just finish the whole bar of chocolate in a day but not now anymore!

Haven't unpack the chips yet! Thinking of the chips, remind me of "Over the hedge" Akakakak.. going to try out maybe later or tomolo! I am not going to Perth!! Dun get me wrong!! I dun even have time for holiday now. Emm...I am so "pai mian - 苦命" becoz I only can travel once in a year - during the end of the year or beginning of the year!

Aiyah..everyone is asking me to watch world cup tonite! Raymond in Kl said must watch..but I can't watch now lah....Emm..I dun feel excited about it afterall coz I have  no interest in it unless someone accompany me to watch! Hhahaha.... Anyway...to those who are football fans..enjoy watching!

I am growing ROOT soon..

Last sunday, I bang into a Mercedes due to skidding after rain! My car was seriously damaged, so we have to claim insurance. How unlucky I am! I think I gonna have a "chauffeur" to drive me for more than 1 month. I dun like this idea at all. I still prefer to drive myself, I can go wherever I want. Unlike now, my mother is sending me to work, my parents are fetching me back from work. In other words, I have more time with my parents and stick at home! That's why  I am growing root soon!

Emm..I can't imagine how's life gonna be when my parents are going to Perth next week for more than 1 month! Arrgghh....realli troublesome coz my schedule is not fixed and I need to rush here and there to give tuition.

But what to do, it is useless to cry over spilt milk!

Being Humiliated!

I have been humiliated by those bastards!! I am realli very unhappy and damn damn damn angry rite now!

I was on my way to Sweet Memory to buy glitter pens. Ppl always like to park by the side. Two ways road become one! There is always no tolenrance in Kuching, or should I say Malaysian! Everyone is forcing their way out! I am sure I am not the one blocking the road!  I try my best to reverse until my limitation.

"Thanks" to those cars who park beside the yellow lines and those car drivers who refuse to give way!!! I got humiliated! Being scolded "C*B**" so loudly!

Why can't they talk properly, at least I will feel thankful and be grateful! At least the first car - wira car driver's wife come down and try to look for the lorry driver who block their way! One bastard comes down from the kancil that is behind the wira and scolds me why dun i drive forward! Every car is so near to each other, if get scratched of course is not ur problem! Why can't he talk properly and say u can move forward instead of SCOLDING!

If the wira driver never move side way a bit, I also can't drive forward!! BASTARD! After I manage to drive forward and pass their car. The Kancil Driver, the bastard's friend, purposely scroll down the window and scold me "C*BAI* U know how to drive or not!

Huh..my mood immediately ruin! Wat the hell!

I realli hope one day..becoz of the words from their own mouth, make them get into deep deep trouble!

Thief!

I was shocked! Realli shocked when I saw the doors of my office were unlocked! It actually needs 3 keys to enter the centre. When I was at the door, the 1st thing comes to my mind is whether my books and things are messy or not..is the air-cons still there?

I was so panic that I phoned 3 person, Amelia (my colleague), darling and my mum.

As far as I can see, nothing was stolen. I am so surprise to discover everything is safe and sound. What does the thief want? Was it becoz he found nothing to steal and just leave the place? I am so worry! Worry that whether my bag will be snatched next time? I have to be more careful now!!

The thief seems to be very professional! I realli can't find any clues that how can he made his way in! It looks like he has the KEYS, except the big lock key!!! Coz I have changed it recently!!! No scratches by the sides of the door even the knob!!

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Trying to conquer my fear with Snowy just now. Letting it out from the cage. It keeps running to the grass and in circle. When it looks at my fingers, it keeps jumping over me! Huh..how to tame this dog!! I want a quiet and inactive dog! Hahha..just like a barbie dog! I will try again..until I feel fed up!

Gonna sleep now....raining now..so nice to sleep! Oyasumi!

Relax & Eazy

I am having my own sweet time today! Akkakak..realli feel so happy coz I dun have to work in the afternoon and night!

While I was hanging my clothes this afternoon, I found this － Cute pitcher plants!

.....And Poor Snowy*0*..Have to stay in the small cage....It is so torturing to keep Snowy in a small "kennel"...But when it is released, it will keep jumping and biting..will it be too late to train Snowy?

Lay's, Smiths, Doritos, Cadbury Freddo, Yummy!

I want to eat Lay's Chip! I want Freddo! Yummy Yummy! I can't find the picture of another yum yum chocolate! Arrghh....I am longing for them! Please Please bring back me some!

Over The Hedge

可爱又富有娱乐性的动画片！

特别喜欢这些句子：

Life is about journey, not the destination.

生活应该享受过程，而不是盲目的到达目的地。

Enough just isn't enough.

欲望永远满足不了。

今天的结束是明天的开始

一天又过了, 今天并没有感到很沮丧。想了想，自己并没有过的很不如意，只不过会比别人需要付出多一份努力。我一直都很会勉励自己。总抱着一个信念，只要努力耕耘，一定会有收获。但我也深深体会到实践对的方法也很重要。每一天都是学习的机会。

其实，自己比好多人幸福。但需求永远满足不了，因而造成许多不满。人的情绪总是主宰一个人的心情。心情好，就会活的开心。但为什么我有太多的不开心呢？

不知从什么时候，变的很不开心。因为朋友的压力；因为家庭的压力；因为工作的压力。这些压力都是自己给自己的吧？！典型的金牛牛爱钻牛角尖。。哈。哈。我想也是吧！

有太多的不满说不完。。快乐也应该有吧！现在能看电视应该很快乐吧！能享受美味的食物也快乐！面对天真的小孩也快乐！。。。。。与其不快乐，不如想些快乐事！生活应该是如此！！！

不喜欢太复杂的事，但脑袋总是不听话！有时我真想变成个男生。总觉得现在接受的任务好象是男生应该做的。总不喜欢这种“很会想”的脑袋！为什么不能单纯一点呢？但我知道，太多的改变，让我觉得越来越迷失了自己。以后会怎样？好或坏，我已作好准备！

Need to be strong

I realli hate myself sometimes! I need to be strong, I have to. I am far too weak still...but how strong can i grow? I have no idea.

Feeling damn depress rite now... I want to pack my bag and leave to somewhere else...I hope it won't be too late! I want to have my own sweet time, forget things happened. Surrounded by new things, wanna to start a new life.find myself..Should I depart and go now? Leave all the things behind? Why there are so many doubts in my mind now....

I know I can't, I am dreaming....But how hard can it be..I know i can, I am not dreaming.....

i always assume ppl understand me..but actually they dun....becoz i shut my own door...

I want to return to the same old day....happy day..which I can laugh loudly...things are always sweet at the beginning...but time changes, ppl change, nothing will be the same anymore..I know

I want to find new friends, I want a more exciting life.....I am searching now>>>

Sleepless Nite~睡不着

It is 1am now but I still cannot fall asleep. How I wish I am enjoying my slumber dream now..I hate this kind of nite, especially I have to work from morning till nite..I don’t like to feel tired when I am teaching!

While I am lying on the bed, my brain can’t stop recalling the past - my Uni life in Australia. What had happened to me? All the good or bad, sweet or pain all emerge on my mind. I suddenly miss the friends I meet in my life. I hardly hear from them now.

Life seems to get complicated as you grow up. It can be simple as well, just depends on how you look at it. I know what I want; I know what I am doing now. I always think that I can improve and be better in anything. Am I on the right path now? I dun mind trying; I dun mind going thru all the hardship. Success or failure, I am willing to accept.

Some of my students told me that they ever thought of depart this life at their young age, which makes me think that they actually have to handle a bigger stress than me. I dun deny that I ever feel like that too..but not at the age of 12!!... I just want to stop suffering and torturing my own mind!! But afterall, nobody is encouraged to do so!!

I am doubt that am I happy with my life? I dun have anything to complain about my life. I just want to work hard for the future and I actually forego a lot of things in my life. Am I doing the right things now?

I really have no idea!

Shopping Mood

I am in an extra strong shopping mood now....feel like to shop and shop...gonna shop tomolo again..

Received a necklace from darling on Monday nite for my birthday ...

Bought myself a flat & square plate on Tuesday nite...

Bought this on Friday evening..going to remove the black logo at the bottom!

Thanks to Swee Tee

Receive my 2nd present yesterday. It is a 2nd surprise for me as well. Thanks to Swee Tee for your card, the magic sand and the earings. Thanks a lot! Make me feel so "pai seh" ! But I realli appreciate them, especially the card, kekekek..I learn something from you now, use the crayon to beautify the card and envelope.

Thanks for your assisstance all these days! I realli have to learn how to be patient from you. And the children realli like you so much. Hahha..Really need to borrow some of your patient and care! Your special techniques to make the children listen to you realli impress me! Thanks a lot Swee Tee!

Good Friday

Woke up early on Good Friday to have breakfast with Dexter and Amelia. While waiting for "Choice Daily" to open, we went for a walk at Taman Sahabat. We met some nice uncle and aunty who gave us some bread to feed the fish.

Straight after "Choice Daily", I went to Darling's house to make sushi and 'guo dong' together Hui Quan, Brian, Ah Siong and Sze Ming. Too bad not much pictures on this, coz Darling stepped on my small toe accidentally. It was so pain and made me burst into tears. I feel so embarassing. After sushi, those guys suggested to play "Dai D", the one who lose will have to be drawn by the winner with a lipstick. Here is a picture of them. So funny!

生病了~~~

I am sick...I actually had a mild fever yesterday and today I go to Matang Family Park...Now I am so miserable...I can get rid of thethe heat inside my body...I am so miserable x 10000..

Anyway, the trip is fun. Just that the water is so damn cold that I can't immerse myself into the water...I was trembling most of the time...I hate the rocks...those rocks with mosses...so slippery...I almost want to give up and cry....coz I slip quite a number of time..my soles are soooo painful!!!

I hate this kind of sick feeling....

Below are two pictures to share.....I am not inside the picture coz I am the one holding the camera! Kkekekeke.....

my darling so fat one...wbahhahahah...he said I shouldn't shoot from the bottom...

庆祝

曲名：庆祝     歌手：杨丞琳     专辑：遇上爱

每个梦都得到祝福每颗泪都变成珍珠
每盏灯都像许愿的蜡烛每一天都值得庆祝

当年的你什么都怕怎么会变成了警察
你不是说永远不嫁暂时生了个胖娃娃
我们都在温柔的长大让简单都变的复杂
当初最简单的梦就别忘啦!!喔~鸣~喔~~

每个梦都得到祝福每颗泪都变成珍珠
每盏灯都像许愿的蜡烛每一天都值得庆祝

没有一点少数尴尬计较着彼此的变化
心烦了才是苦哈哈这一刻烦恼谁理他

我们还在慢慢的长大迟早会看见白头发
女生眼神的单纯不会氧化-----喔~鸣~喔

每个梦都得到祝福每颗泪都变成珍珠
每盏灯都像许愿的蜡烛每一天都值得庆祝

看不到成熟的辛苦听不见世界的忙碌
梦穿着无忧无虑的制服在心里长着一颗树

每个梦都得到祝福每颗泪都变成珍珠
每盏灯都像许愿的蜡烛每一天都值得庆祝

A msg to Connie - Ah Kin

Connie~Thanks a lot! This year I receive a very early greeting from you~ It realli surprises me! I never miss any greeting card from you...You are just so so sweet! It makes me feel so bad (you know wat i mean) Of coz I still keeps all the cards that you sent to me..including the letters...hahah..dunno since when we write letters to each other...I just flick through my drawer..a letter registered in year 2001..emm..what were we doing at that time arhh? I was in Perth and you were in NZ....But now we I dun send you any letter, since we can contact thru net. However, it is realli so nice to receive a letter. You surely know what the "feeling" i mentioned rite?

Lastly, I wanna to thank you for the manicure pack..haahah...of coz I still remember the "funny" looking colour I painted on your nails. I had this during the last chinese new year.

Thanks A LOT! I dun think I will use them leh..coz realli 不舍得!! Hey, make sure nothing makes you stay longer in NZ okie? Waiting for the day that you be back to Kch again!

Fingerprint Arts

I am waiting for the chance to take the photo of Kenny's shirt..and finally today he wears it again...

It is so cute. "I wasn't cheating, i was just checking my answer - Bum Equipment."

Today we play around with water colours and finger prints. Very sad to know that only Kenny and Brenda feel happy with such arts. They realli enjoy themselves. I likes to see creative things produced by children especially when they concentrate doing them. I will usually mark an "A" for children who do things with their hearts.

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This is done by Kenny, a bit quirky. A chicken (which doesn't look like one all) flying in the sky. An aquarium found in the jungle.

Cute boy~

Kenny is just just just so cute even though he is Primary 1 already. Eveyone in our school likes him. He has a smiley face that can brighten your day!

~````City full of love````~

Thank you darling for this wonderful valentine. A special valentine, not a celebration, but sharing loves and hopes with others!

Last Saturday nite, we started making ribbons. Busy packaging on Sunday nite. And selling those roses on Monday nite til Valentine's Day. Darling's bro and his bro's gf are so helpful. And darling is wise in choosing location too! It was fun and a good experience for me.

At first I am kinda afraid we can't finish selling those flowers, since there were 100 stalks. Feel disappointed when the sale was not so well. However we managed to sell 90 flowers, 7 of them were spoilt.  Left 3 of them and darling brought home for his mum and 2 sisters.

Realli feel extremely happy to do things together with darling and see all the ppl smile with happiness, wearing so smart for the Valentine's dating. Buying roses for wives, gfs and love one. I bet every couple must have enjoy their nite. I never thought that there will be traffic jam on Valentine's day. The smell of love can be detected everywhere @-->----Even though it is always said that no need to celebrate or be extremly kind to you love one, but treat you love one better everyday. However, it is worth it to express you love with courage on this day. Just imagine, the receivers will be surprised with the roses and gift; the happiness on the face of the couples.

I realli enjoy my Valentine.

Happy Valentine!

I love this picture the most!

Water droplets on the petals of a rose. (holding by darling)