It is 1am now but I still cannot fall asleep. How I wish I am enjoying my slumber dream now..I hate this kind of nite, especially I have to work from morning till nite..I don’t like to feel tired when I am teaching!
While I am lying on the bed, my brain can’t stop recalling the past - my Uni life in Australia. What had happened to me? All the good or bad, sweet or pain all emerge on my mind. I suddenly miss the friends I meet in my life. I hardly hear from them now.
Life seems to get complicated as you grow up. It can be simple as well, just depends on how you look at it. I know what I want; I know what I am doing now. I always think that I can improve and be better in anything. Am I on the right path now? I dun mind trying; I dun mind going thru all the hardship. Success or failure, I am willing to accept.
Some of my students told me that they ever thought of depart this life at their young age, which makes me think that they actually have to handle a bigger stress than me. I dun deny that I ever feel like that too..but not at the age of 12!!... I just want to stop suffering and torturing my own mind!! But afterall, nobody is encouraged to do so!!
I am doubt that am I happy with my life? I dun have anything to complain about my life. I just want to work hard for the future and I actually forego a lot of things in my life. Am I doing the right things now?
I really have no idea!
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