Being Humiliated!

I have been humiliated by those bastards!! I am realli very unhappy and damn damn damn angry rite now!

I was on my way to Sweet Memory to buy glitter pens. Ppl always like to park by the side. Two ways road become one! There is always no tolenrance in Kuching, or should I say Malaysian! Everyone is forcing their way out! I am sure I am not the one blocking the road!  I try my best to reverse until my limitation.

"Thanks" to those cars who park beside the yellow lines and those car drivers who refuse to give way!!! I got humiliated! Being scolded "C*B**" so loudly!

Why can't they talk properly, at least I will feel thankful and be grateful! At least the first car - wira car driver's wife come down and try to look for the lorry driver who block their way! One bastard comes down from the kancil that is behind the wira and scolds me why dun i drive forward! Every car is so near to each other, if get scratched of course is not ur problem! Why can't he talk properly and say u can move forward instead of SCOLDING!

If the wira driver never move side way a bit, I also can't drive forward!! BASTARD! After I manage to drive forward and pass their car. The Kancil Driver, the bastard's friend, purposely scroll down the window and scold me "C*BAI* U know how to drive or not!

Huh..my mood immediately ruin! Wat the hell!

I realli hope one day..becoz of the words from their own mouth, make them get into deep deep trouble!

Thief!

I was shocked! Realli shocked when I saw the doors of my office were unlocked! It actually needs 3 keys to enter the centre. When I was at the door, the 1st thing comes to my mind is whether my books and things are messy or not..is the air-cons still there?

I was so panic that I phoned 3 person, Amelia (my colleague), darling and my mum.

As far as I can see, nothing was stolen. I am so surprise to discover everything is safe and sound. What does the thief want? Was it becoz he found nothing to steal and just leave the place? I am so worry! Worry that whether my bag will be snatched next time? I have to be more careful now!!

The thief seems to be very professional! I realli can't find any clues that how can he made his way in! It looks like he has the KEYS, except the big lock key!!! Coz I have changed it recently!!! No scratches by the sides of the door even the knob!!

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Trying to conquer my fear with Snowy just now. Letting it out from the cage. It keeps running to the grass and in circle. When it looks at my fingers, it keeps jumping over me! Huh..how to tame this dog!! I want a quiet and inactive dog! Hahha..just like a barbie dog! I will try again..until I feel fed up!

Gonna sleep now....raining now..so nice to sleep! Oyasumi!

Relax & Eazy

I am having my own sweet time today! Akkakak..realli feel so happy coz I dun have to work in the afternoon and night!

While I was hanging my clothes this afternoon, I found this － Cute pitcher plants!

.....And Poor Snowy*0*..Have to stay in the small cage....It is so torturing to keep Snowy in a small "kennel"...But when it is released, it will keep jumping and biting..will it be too late to train Snowy?

Lay's, Smiths, Doritos, Cadbury Freddo, Yummy!

I want to eat Lay's Chip! I want Freddo! Yummy Yummy! I can't find the picture of another yum yum chocolate! Arrghh....I am longing for them! Please Please bring back me some!

Over The Hedge

可爱又富有娱乐性的动画片！

特别喜欢这些句子：

Life is about journey, not the destination.

生活应该享受过程，而不是盲目的到达目的地。

Enough just isn't enough.

欲望永远满足不了。

今天的结束是明天的开始

一天又过了, 今天并没有感到很沮丧。想了想，自己并没有过的很不如意，只不过会比别人需要付出多一份努力。我一直都很会勉励自己。总抱着一个信念，只要努力耕耘，一定会有收获。但我也深深体会到实践对的方法也很重要。每一天都是学习的机会。

其实，自己比好多人幸福。但需求永远满足不了，因而造成许多不满。人的情绪总是主宰一个人的心情。心情好，就会活的开心。但为什么我有太多的不开心呢？

不知从什么时候，变的很不开心。因为朋友的压力；因为家庭的压力；因为工作的压力。这些压力都是自己给自己的吧？！典型的金牛牛爱钻牛角尖。。哈。哈。我想也是吧！

有太多的不满说不完。。快乐也应该有吧！现在能看电视应该很快乐吧！能享受美味的食物也快乐！面对天真的小孩也快乐！。。。。。与其不快乐，不如想些快乐事！生活应该是如此！！！

不喜欢太复杂的事，但脑袋总是不听话！有时我真想变成个男生。总觉得现在接受的任务好象是男生应该做的。总不喜欢这种“很会想”的脑袋！为什么不能单纯一点呢？但我知道，太多的改变，让我觉得越来越迷失了自己。以后会怎样？好或坏，我已作好准备！

Need to be strong

I realli hate myself sometimes! I need to be strong, I have to. I am far too weak still...but how strong can i grow? I have no idea.

Feeling damn depress rite now... I want to pack my bag and leave to somewhere else...I hope it won't be too late! I want to have my own sweet time, forget things happened. Surrounded by new things, wanna to start a new life.find myself..Should I depart and go now? Leave all the things behind? Why there are so many doubts in my mind now....

I know I can't, I am dreaming....But how hard can it be..I know i can, I am not dreaming.....

i always assume ppl understand me..but actually they dun....becoz i shut my own door...

I want to return to the same old day....happy day..which I can laugh loudly...things are always sweet at the beginning...but time changes, ppl change, nothing will be the same anymore..I know

I want to find new friends, I want a more exciting life.....I am searching now>>>

Sleepless Nite~睡不着

It is 1am now but I still cannot fall asleep. How I wish I am enjoying my slumber dream now..I hate this kind of nite, especially I have to work from morning till nite..I don’t like to feel tired when I am teaching!

While I am lying on the bed, my brain can’t stop recalling the past - my Uni life in Australia. What had happened to me? All the good or bad, sweet or pain all emerge on my mind. I suddenly miss the friends I meet in my life. I hardly hear from them now.

Life seems to get complicated as you grow up. It can be simple as well, just depends on how you look at it. I know what I want; I know what I am doing now. I always think that I can improve and be better in anything. Am I on the right path now? I dun mind trying; I dun mind going thru all the hardship. Success or failure, I am willing to accept.

Some of my students told me that they ever thought of depart this life at their young age, which makes me think that they actually have to handle a bigger stress than me. I dun deny that I ever feel like that too..but not at the age of 12!!... I just want to stop suffering and torturing my own mind!! But afterall, nobody is encouraged to do so!!

I am doubt that am I happy with my life? I dun have anything to complain about my life. I just want to work hard for the future and I actually forego a lot of things in my life. Am I doing the right things now?

I really have no idea!