What a night!

Just manage to prepare 1 week lesson. Night still young. Time for me to do a little thinking. I "think" most of the time. Think of the good and bad. Sometimes I feel guilty for wat I have done wrongly, and for the good one I will motivate myself to make it better.

Of coz, I am not a noble man, I can't be 100% perfect as what ppl want me to be. However, for those who help me I realli realli appreciate. And for those who hurt me will always be a motivation for me.

I hope, keep my fingers cross...Hoping tomolo will be the last inspection!! I want my license badly. I am looking forwards for it! My parents and uncle have been helping me so much that I don't know how to repay them. I have been waiting for 2 years, I am realli hoping for the moment.  My effort and hard work are not wasted. And it is also a time, I need to think wisely on how to arrange my time, how to manage staffs. I realli have a mess in time arrangment and staff controlling. And I need to improve teaching methods too. Suddenly, I am feeling so scare as it is another burden. I don't want to disappoint those who help me all the while!! The journey to this career is winding.  How can I make maximize use of the license and my ability?

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I happen to see a bird nest among the artificial flowers. So cute, got 2 eggs inside the nest. Wonder when will the eggs hatch. I have managed to take the photo of the mother bird but it is not clear! The bird realli can make a nice nest by collecting all the twigs and grass!

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My mum has been back for a week, I got my camera back too! She is having so much fun with the camera even though she is an e-dummy. It is so nice to have my mum back home. She buys me clothes and chocolates. She can handle all the house chores for us. It is not easy in fact. I experience it when my mum is away to Perth for a month. The house is dirty and messy. I realli admire that a career woman can handle the job and family well at the same time.  Mum is realli great! Dad is not easy as well. As he has to earn money to support and give family comfort. Now I know how precious every single cents that earned!

I used to be a spendthrift during my study life. Realli! I used to buy this and that without a second thought. Now I have to learn to save and save. For my own sake, maybe. I want to save enough money and pay back my parents every year. Hahaha..sound quite nonsense. How can i pay them back? Even I try to pay them, they will just reject me. I am starting to save and give them big ang pow next CNY.

I am not at the stage of earning big money yet. Why I have to work so hard to think for my future? Kekekek....why some gals can just get married to rich guys, have children at their young age, living easy life....? Guess I am not so lucky as they are! =)..that's life...can't ask for more! However I feel quite lucky oledi, my parents have provided me with a lot of opportunity to learn and meet new things. I start to appreciate and feel grateful for what I am today!

The Fast & The Furious - Tokyo Drift

So happy..coz managed to download the soundtrack of The Fast & The Furious- Tokyo Drift! Realli cool! Kekekek....=)

Gigi is dying*_*`

Our dog Gigi is dying. Gigi is actually a rottweiler breed. It has been in our house for years...I can't remember exactly how many years, definitely more than 6 years. I still remember that Gigi was brought to our house becoz there was a broke in at our house. That time I was in KL still studying.

Since thursday, Gigi loses its appetite. It doesn't enjoy its food like usual. Only that we discover that there are worms in its paws. Just now, it is trying to stand up, but fail. Becoz it realli has no energy and the wound hurts. It growls. However, it is trying to release itself out of the cage. So my bro lets Gigi out and tries to get rid of the worms. However, it might be too late oledi, coz there are  a lot of worms inside the paws.

Emm..is it all becoz we didn't keep the cage clean enough? I admit that I only try to use water to splash the place to clean where Gigi stays in when I am free. It has been the third week that my mum is staying in Australia. Normally she is the one who will cleans the dog. Now I realli know how much my mum take care of the dog even though she does not like the idea of having pets. CK Bryan and Darlling always call Gigi smelly dog. Wan ying is damn scare of Gigi's barking.

I realli pity the dog. All becoz of our unawareness, Gigi has to suffer like this. It has been a good guard dog for us. I guess anyone will feel sad when their pets are leaving them.

We used to have Blackie,  小白 and a dog which i can't remember its name becoz that time I was too young. The anonymous dog was knocked down by my mum. And Blackie and  小白 were sent away to the KMC. Both dog existed at the same time when I was in secondary. I realli feel sad the day when they were sent away. That time they were too old, and my mum was tired taking care of the dogs. Kids always like to keep pets, but in the end the mum always has to do the work herself. That's always true..=)

小白 's puppies.....