What a night!

Just manage to prepare 1 week lesson. Night still young. Time for me to do a little thinking. I "think" most of the time. Think of the good and bad. Sometimes I feel guilty for wat I have done wrongly, and for the good one I will motivate myself to make it better.

Of coz, I am not a noble man, I can't be 100% perfect as what ppl want me to be. However, for those who help me I realli realli appreciate. And for those who hurt me will always be a motivation for me.

I hope, keep my fingers cross...Hoping tomolo will be the last inspection!! I want my license badly. I am looking forwards for it! My parents and uncle have been helping me so much that I don't know how to repay them. I have been waiting for 2 years, I am realli hoping for the moment.  My effort and hard work are not wasted. And it is also a time, I need to think wisely on how to arrange my time, how to manage staffs. I realli have a mess in time arrangment and staff controlling. And I need to improve teaching methods too. Suddenly, I am feeling so scare as it is another burden. I don't want to disappoint those who help me all the while!! The journey to this career is winding.  How can I make maximize use of the license and my ability?

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I happen to see a bird nest among the artificial flowers. So cute, got 2 eggs inside the nest. Wonder when will the eggs hatch. I have managed to take the photo of the mother bird but it is not clear! The bird realli can make a nice nest by collecting all the twigs and grass!

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My mum has been back for a week, I got my camera back too! She is having so much fun with the camera even though she is an e-dummy. It is so nice to have my mum back home. She buys me clothes and chocolates. She can handle all the house chores for us. It is not easy in fact. I experience it when my mum is away to Perth for a month. The house is dirty and messy. I realli admire that a career woman can handle the job and family well at the same time.  Mum is realli great! Dad is not easy as well. As he has to earn money to support and give family comfort. Now I know how precious every single cents that earned!

I used to be a spendthrift during my study life. Realli! I used to buy this and that without a second thought. Now I have to learn to save and save. For my own sake, maybe. I want to save enough money and pay back my parents every year. Hahaha..sound quite nonsense. How can i pay them back? Even I try to pay them, they will just reject me. I am starting to save and give them big ang pow next CNY.

I am not at the stage of earning big money yet. Why I have to work so hard to think for my future? Kekekek....why some gals can just get married to rich guys, have children at their young age, living easy life....? Guess I am not so lucky as they are! =)..that's life...can't ask for more! However I feel quite lucky oledi, my parents have provided me with a lot of opportunity to learn and meet new things. I start to appreciate and feel grateful for what I am today!