Will it makes no difference without you?

I thought it will make no difference without you.
I thought I won't be missing you that much because you treat me so bad.
I thought you won't care about me that much.
I thought my feeling for you will decline.
I thought I will be treating you with cold shoulder because you make me cry a lot.

And I was wrong.

I am so touched when you bring me food food.

I *heart* you! Gonna miss you for 20+ days!